Consumed with thoughts and worries. Questioning if I’m good enough.

Replaying old conversations and memories while overthinking other stuff.

My days don’t shine as bright and my nights are really cold. I keep putting one foot in front of the other but I’ve never felt less bold.

I see you everywhere, even when I sleep. The dreams don’t come because I’ve fallen too deep.

My soul has shattered, my heart feels battered and through it all I’m wondering if I really mattered.

How do you mourn a person who is still alive? I usually just write it down or take drive.

But even simple things like that remind me of you. The one person I kinda thought was true.

Everything is on a loop in my mind and those smiles you once loved have been left behind.

But who am I kidding? Nothing will work. Because this is never ending and now all I feel is hurt.

Aside from the pain I feel nothings else. Maybe I should go outside and yell, see if that helps.

Linds💋